http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/ .:FLIP ~ ZONE:. Sat, 31 Dec 2005 12:15:11 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2005. Music Photography Relationships http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/archive/55.html Sat, 31 Dec 2005 02:12:34 GMT 2005 is probably the most twisted year I've ever had. Grabeh. I thought I wasn't gona make it. This year has been full of dramas ... Problem after problem ... I was on the verge or breaking down ... I was so upset, so angry at the world ... and I felt so helpless. I didn't know how I'm gona deal with my shits in life. I got depressed and things just started getting worse. This entry I'm writing is a letting go entry. A Goodbye to the bittersweet twisted life. Goodbye to the struggles. Goodbye to the people I once loved. Goodbye to 2005. My problems started occuring when my bestfriend... (more) http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/comments?id=55 http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/archive/54.html Sun, 07 Aug 2005 01:18:09 GMT * MIZUNDA-STUD * No one understands why i cry at night. they don't understand why its so hard to fight. they don't see that I'm lost in side my self. no one sees my fear. they don't see the misunderstood tear. no one knows why i hide my pain so deep. no one knows the nightmares that i face in my sleep. they don't see that my weakness is that i care too much. they don't believe in such. they don't believe that someone can really care more than they hate. they don't see why i always try when its too late. no one knows my wishes and dreams. no one knows the real... (more) http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/comments?id=54 http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/archive/53.html Sun, 07 Aug 2005 01:11:12 GMT I don't know why I care so much for people. And I don't know why I can't let go of the friendship, friendship that I didn't really have. Why can't I let go of the things that I'm feeling, people say that I'm just paranoid. But I know I'm not. I guess it's true that people come and go, and people change with the seasons. But why can't I move on and why can't I let go? Why do I always get left behind? Friends means the world to me, but I guess it's not for me. I'm just not really good enough to be one. Never shall I cry over some friends, never shall I offer a shoulder to cry on. Why... (more) http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/comments?id=53 http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/archive/50.html Thu, 31 Mar 2005 12:59:58 GMT Hmmm ... okey guys ... I know my journal's nearly rotten ... hehe ang baho na nga ehh! Well anyways it's our Easter Holidays at the moment and I've been so really occupied for the last 5 days. I had so many late nights withe my berks ... which was soo fun. Well last friday Noel, Lester, and Sherrie came over to our place, had some chibog and just catchin up ... then we got bored so we went to Roma Park ... bought 5 servings of Fish and Chips and then sat beside the waterfall ... the drop of water and the moist that touches your skin was so relaxing ... We got bored again .. so we went to... (more) http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/comments?id=50 http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/archive/46.html Sun, 06 Mar 2005 04:38:45 GMT The Dancing Queen Concert 2 ... last night was the bomb! ... It was so damn fine! ... I love it... though ... I didn't end up dancing my new favourite dance HOOK UP. Most people said that last years conecrt is way better ... but for me ... I reckon that last nite's better! ... I enjoyed it even if I'm sick ... I'm still sick ... tsk tsk ... The reason why I love this concert soo much is because ... every dancers were getting along ... everyone's having fun ... unlike last year, the "grouping" thing kinda made a boundary which prevents us from interacting ... like socially, less stress, new... (more) http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/comments?id=46 http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/archive/45.html Tue, 15 Feb 2005 10:18:32 GMT Wow ... it's been a while since my last entry ... hehe ... Incase you want to know what I've been up to since the very first day of the year ... well here it is! After my Birthday/X-mas day/Jesus's B-day ... The director of Melisa Henderson's "Dancing Queen Concert" rang me up and he was asking me if I would like to dance for her again and even choreograph a couple of dance songs ... I can't think of any reasons for me to reject the offer so I took it ... and two days after that I got called up for a meeting and for the first time ... I had a chance to see the full concert clip! ... I'm... (more) http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/comments?id=45 http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/archive/44.html Thu, 30 Dec 2004 04:01:39 GMT Well ... okey! ... I had a party ... a week before the party I told evryone to be there at 4:00 coz the earlier the better! ... but no one turned up till 7:00pm ... I was kinda pissed but I can understand them ... its X-mas ... duh! ... so it was okey! ... and then at about 10:00 some of my aquintance and friends showed up .. it was aight .. but I told them to leave at 11:30 ... coz I dont like their attitude it's kinda annoying coz most of them were drunk! ... and so they left at about 11:15 ... it was hard for me to do that ... coz some of my true friends left with my aquintances which are... (more) http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/comments?id=44 http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/archive/43.html Tue, 21 Dec 2004 05:45:43 GMT Wow di ako makapaniwala .. mag b-bday na ako! ... I'm so happy because I'm turning 17een. I'm glad cause I'm going to have a real party for the first time ... I invited all our close family friends and and some of my friends from school ... I don't really know what to do ... I don't know how I'm going to entertain them ... There's going to be some live entertainment and performnaces .. but I don't think its enough ... and I dont want it to look like a 9 years old birthday party. My mama and I were planing about the foods ... and I was thinking of serving finger foods to my school mates and... (more) http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/comments?id=43 http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/archive/42.html Fri, 03 Dec 2004 03:59:01 GMT Well .. I forgot to make an entry about the X-mas shopping that I did .. coz of that stupid "death" issue! ... Well anyways .. last weekend ... pumunta ako ng Sunnybank and bumili ako ng pabango para sa mga love ones ko! .. Gucci Rush for Women para kay Mama, Elizabeth Arden Green Tea para kay mama ulit at sa bestfriend niya .. and Diesel Green 1 Masculine and Diesel Green 2 Feminine para sa akin at kay Michell ... ang babango nahilo na nga ako ehh ... nag rest muna ako at uminom ng Chocolate Milk Tea with pearls and pudding ... ang sarap sarap .. naka dalwang servings ako hehe! ... (more) http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/comments?id=42 http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/archive/41.html Thu, 02 Dec 2004 02:27:24 GMT Putsa .. nabadtrip talag ako .. kasi I was tricked .. buiset .. I wish I didn't belive that scam! .. Napniwala akong patay na siya .. I felt guilty dahil s amga sinabi ko before and humingi ako ng kapatawaran and everything .. the after two days .. makikita ko siyang magpost .. I was scared kasi akala ko nagmulto yun pala .. nag po-post pa ang impkata .. napagisip tuloy ako siyet may Internet pala sa Hell! .. Kung sino suno pang tao ang ginamit niya para magawa niya lang tong kabalastugan na ito .. she evn made fun of her own CLAN .. kung saan ang tawag sa kanya ng eh Nanay .. masyadaong... (more) http://flipzone.blogdrive.com/comments?id=41